right...
so i have been contemplating things a lot lately...
(though its not like the rest of the time is spent in a blank stupor...)
Ive been wondering if maybe the boy and i have just stayed together out of habit.. and if so, what do we do?
i know its not a one sided street here... and there are some things that came to mind last night that i hadn't even thought about before.
Before last night, i was Sure that when we had this talk, that I've been meaning to have for some time, it would end as a break up... but now I'm not so sure.
I didnt realize that maybe my not "opening up" hurts him as much as him pushing me away (usually in a literal sense) hurts me.
and lately it seems as though he has been trying to make an effort to talk to me, to get past these things...
what if it was really just me?
2 comments:
lets hope so, just keep an eye on the "pushing" cause y would someone go thrugh all that just to get pushed around and , well you just never know.
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